- Available now
- New audiobook additions
- New kids additions
- Most popular
- Try something different
- Audiobooks for your Travels
- Narrated eBooks
- See all
-
Creators
-
Publisher
-
Awards
-
Release date
December 19, 2019 -
Formats
-
OverDrive Listen audiobook
- ISBN: 9781684572793
- File size: 158140 KB
- Duration: 05:29:27
-
-
Languages
- English
-
Reviews
-
AudioFile Magazine
Carmen Maria Machado's memoir of psychological abuse by a former girlfriend dissects their relationship from many perspectives, each described within the framework of a highly original metaphor (all of which the author claims are not metaphors). As she opens the doors on her experience, Machado's voice is soft and steady, simultaneously vulnerable and assured. Acclaimed for her masterful short stories, Machado and her then-girlfriend, referred to throughout as "the Woman from the Dream House," met during the author's studies at the Iowa Writers' Workshop. She breaks through the "archival silence" of women's accounts of abuse, particularly between queer women, by recording the insidious unraveling of her own relationship. Machado's sense-making framework alternates the use of fairy-tale storytelling, movies, and other elements with the heady emotional terrain of events from their first meeting onward. J.R.T. © AudioFile 2020, Portland, Maine -
Publisher's Weekly
Starred review from August 26, 2019
In this haunting memoir, National Book Award–finalist Machado (Her Body and Other Parties) discusses the mental and physical abuse she was subjected to by her girlfriend. The book is divided into short, piercing chapters, in which Machado refers to the victimized version of herself as “you.” (“I thought you died, but writing this, I’m not sure you did.”) Machado discusses meeting the girlfriend (her first) in Iowa City, where Machado was getting her MFA. She masterfully, slowly introduces unease and dread as the relationship unfolds. The girlfriend turns threatening if Machado doesn’t immediately return her calls, starts pointless fights, and inflicts physical discomfort on Machado (squeezing her arm for no reason, for instance). The hostile environment turns utterly oppressive, yet Machado stays, becoming further disoriented by someone who inflicts harm one minute and declares her love the next. Machado interestingly weaves in cultural references (to movies like 1944’s Gaslight and 1984’s Carmen) as she considers portrayals of abuse. She points out that queer women endure abuse in their relationships just as heterosexual women do, and queer abusers shouldn’t be protected: “We deserve to have our wrongdoing represented.” The author eventually leaves her toxic relationship behind, but scars remain. Machado has written an affecting, chilling memoir about domestic abuse.
-
Formats
- OverDrive Listen audiobook
Languages
- English
Loading
Why is availability limited?
×Availability can change throughout the month based on the library's budget. You can still place a hold on the title, and your hold will be automatically filled as soon as the title is available again.
The Kindle Book format for this title is not supported on:
×Read-along ebook
×The OverDrive Read format of this ebook has professional narration that plays while you read in your browser. Learn more here.